[journal]

07.31.25

There’s something happening.

I was doom scrolling for about 30+ minutes and there’s a shift happening in this world. 100% in the USA but I sense it everywhere else.

There was a Tsunami warning for LA a couple days ago and there’s so much content coming up on how Gen Zs can only utilize 100% of their income for basic needs. There’s no room to grow, invest, or build generational wealth with the state of the economy. I’m no expert but seeing Trump sign a bill to remove the department of education.

If I were bought into the religion my Grandma and Grandpa preached growing up, I would believe that the second coming of Jesus Christ is soon.

Nature is angry.

People are angry.

What is there possibly to do to reverse the negative impact of all the decisions we’ve made over the last few decades?

Even at an income of $133k, I’m living paycheck to paycheck in Los Angeles.

All my savings are redirected to taxes.

I’m not willing to fundamentally change the system, but I am inspired to figure out how to master our innerstate the source of energy to create anything outside of ourselves.

So when I think of, what is the world I want to live in? I think that my inner world has to reflect this.